Monday, November 07, 2005
Dreams
Dream : a) series of thoughts, images, or emotions occurring during sleep
b) a strongly desired purpose or goal
Dont we all have dreams? You want to be or do something someday? Well, i dont and im loving it. Im dealing with it a step at a time and have no long term goals for now which sucks. Maybe my long-short term goal for now is to get a damn driving license. I had a dream last night. I couldnt sleep last nite and was up for at least until the Manutd v Chelsea match was over, but i was in bed tossin and turning. My dream, i dreamt that i was tossing and turning in bed -_- stupid aint it? I woke up thinking if i was awake the whole nite.. lol Strange dreams i have, and its a rare one too, for i seldom have dreams. I already live in dreams and nightmares, so why do i need to dream futher?
Went to school at 8am, damn astro navigation GEM class. So early , only go there to sleep. Full day of school today, 8am-5pm. 3 hours of VB, sort of like a free period to me. The lecturer is goin so slow, that i aint listenin to her but mp3s. Also , kept lookin behind to where she was sittin, thats all i can do now, look =/ for i dont know my next move, my current move or predict anyone's move. Lala, only can see how things go, doesnt seem all that bright, but i see the glass half full. Seems familiar today compared to last week. After vb go fc4 and meet mark there. Also , saw here there wif her best friend in sp,aurelia and the ex-05 gang now in 02. And damn, Mark got a psp... Im waiting my razor mouse from daryl, he's gonna sell it to me. Waitin for him to buy the copperhead so i can buy his diamond back cheap cheap ^ ^. Damn cheap, then ill buy a keyboard and a gfx card and im back to fps. Later went for 2 hrs of ideas which wasnt so bad, a damn lively class cos we're in it. Went crazy ~ as usual. Then had the last hour of NETF which i guess no one paid attention to..Played snooker on my phone which i keep losin to the com by 3-10 points each round $%&#$%^*& Then went to T19 to watch bobo,ceed,lenette and derrick play dota. Supposed to go out wif the usual to watch Tom Yam soup but too tired and lack of money, so i went home.
Tinkin of some stuff now, nth impt and nth not impt at the same time. Goin to watch tv now so loggin
-Tsunaida, kimi no te o. Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na? Usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai ka...-
I held your hand. Will i end up losing them someday? I want to protect you and your fading smile, so...-
b) a strongly desired purpose or goal
Dont we all have dreams? You want to be or do something someday? Well, i dont and im loving it. Im dealing with it a step at a time and have no long term goals for now which sucks. Maybe my long-short term goal for now is to get a damn driving license. I had a dream last night. I couldnt sleep last nite and was up for at least until the Manutd v Chelsea match was over, but i was in bed tossin and turning. My dream, i dreamt that i was tossing and turning in bed -_- stupid aint it? I woke up thinking if i was awake the whole nite.. lol Strange dreams i have, and its a rare one too, for i seldom have dreams. I already live in dreams and nightmares, so why do i need to dream futher?
Went to school at 8am, damn astro navigation GEM class. So early , only go there to sleep. Full day of school today, 8am-5pm. 3 hours of VB, sort of like a free period to me. The lecturer is goin so slow, that i aint listenin to her but mp3s. Also , kept lookin behind to where she was sittin, thats all i can do now, look =/ for i dont know my next move, my current move or predict anyone's move. Lala, only can see how things go, doesnt seem all that bright, but i see the glass half full. Seems familiar today compared to last week. After vb go fc4 and meet mark there. Also , saw here there wif her best friend in sp,aurelia and the ex-05 gang now in 02. And damn, Mark got a psp... Im waiting my razor mouse from daryl, he's gonna sell it to me. Waitin for him to buy the copperhead so i can buy his diamond back cheap cheap ^ ^. Damn cheap, then ill buy a keyboard and a gfx card and im back to fps. Later went for 2 hrs of ideas which wasnt so bad, a damn lively class cos we're in it. Went crazy ~ as usual. Then had the last hour of NETF which i guess no one paid attention to..Played snooker on my phone which i keep losin to the com by 3-10 points each round $%&#$%^*& Then went to T19 to watch bobo,ceed,lenette and derrick play dota. Supposed to go out wif the usual to watch Tom Yam soup but too tired and lack of money, so i went home.
Tinkin of some stuff now, nth impt and nth not impt at the same time. Goin to watch tv now so loggin
-Tsunaida, kimi no te o. Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na? Usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai ka...-
I held your hand. Will i end up losing them someday? I want to protect you and your fading smile, so...-
