Thursday, October 27, 2005
Thunderstorm
Heavy thunderstorm now. Perhaps its a sign hmmm. Maybe im doing something wrong to someone or someone is doing wrong to me or perhaps its a big sign. Im not good at readin this crap, its so indirect. What ever the case is, every 20-30 secs there's lightnin =) and love the rain, cooling and all.
Today went to bugis with Daniel,bobo,lenette and tc. Long time nv see daniel lol. Anyhow, me and dan walk walk cos kind of bored waitin for them while they buyin clothes, slippers. Then went to edge where i got tired and decided to sit on the star chair and slp...Then went to sim lim to replace my portable hard disk drive casing which was faulty....Then went home and slpt..
Tired day. This thunderstorm is a fucking huge sign. How often does a storm this big occur. Ahahah "everythings so wrong". Familiar quote. But in this case, everyting is wrong. And strangely, i admitted today "I wish it was the exam week again, repeating that two weeks forever.". Yea, im cheating myself in everyway. Wonder why i said that. I chased an impossible dream, knowing that chances were never in my favour. Relentlessly i trodded on and reached the finish line. Then, i was setback by a mile. Another runner tried a shortcut, while another was an extra, with unknown motive what so ever, unhappy that i completed it, tried to do tasks which what i see as underhanded. Who ever asked you here anyway? Im angry at the latter.Maybe not angry, ahh whats this feeling that you want to beat this fucker up so badly called...Then,i was forced to make a detour.A detour, to play me futher...So far, most of my will is gone. With absolutely no chance left, i unwillingly give up. A small part remains defiant, and still tries. But a few toes cant bring a person anywhere can it? It takes a whole lot of will.
Something which i have no more, which was stolen and was played with.
- Feelings
-If i could have anyday back that i spent on this earth, could it be the 20th of September? Let me live a dream jus once more-
Today went to bugis with Daniel,bobo,lenette and tc. Long time nv see daniel lol. Anyhow, me and dan walk walk cos kind of bored waitin for them while they buyin clothes, slippers. Then went to edge where i got tired and decided to sit on the star chair and slp...Then went to sim lim to replace my portable hard disk drive casing which was faulty....Then went home and slpt..
Tired day. This thunderstorm is a fucking huge sign. How often does a storm this big occur. Ahahah "everythings so wrong". Familiar quote. But in this case, everyting is wrong. And strangely, i admitted today "I wish it was the exam week again, repeating that two weeks forever.". Yea, im cheating myself in everyway. Wonder why i said that. I chased an impossible dream, knowing that chances were never in my favour. Relentlessly i trodded on and reached the finish line. Then, i was setback by a mile. Another runner tried a shortcut, while another was an extra, with unknown motive what so ever, unhappy that i completed it, tried to do tasks which what i see as underhanded. Who ever asked you here anyway? Im angry at the latter.Maybe not angry, ahh whats this feeling that you want to beat this fucker up so badly called...Then,i was forced to make a detour.A detour, to play me futher...So far, most of my will is gone. With absolutely no chance left, i unwillingly give up. A small part remains defiant, and still tries. But a few toes cant bring a person anywhere can it? It takes a whole lot of will.
Something which i have no more, which was stolen and was played with.
- Feelings
-If i could have anyday back that i spent on this earth, could it be the 20th of September? Let me live a dream jus once more-
