Nut Says

Another day of wc3 at home. Save some money...For what future use? I duno. Woke up at 12pm. Went in search of food, before i walked down my elder sis called me. Told me there wasnt food... ask if i wanted to order mcdonalds. And so i did. $13.40 for lunch. its only money.. whats the point of me saving anyway...No more reason. Ate 1 big mac meal,1 mc flurry 1 apple pie. She leeched a whole double cheese burger...Went to dota shortly after...Everything is not right. Even my wc3 mood is no longer there. No real mood to play in dota..gave like 15%. Lost 2 standard games to 2 humans..see what i mean...?

There are always 2 sides to life. Alive or Dead. When your alive you can be happy, sad, angry and feel many more emotions. When your dead, well your dead. What more can you ask for? Life. What is the meaning of life? For at least the first 20 years, we study to deat. Study so that for the next 20 years we can work to death. For the next 20 years we continue to work to death so that the next 20 years we can wait for death. If death still hasnt arrived you spend the next 20 years rotting to death. In short, Study to death -> Work to death -> Wait for death. Naa im not talking about death. Its just an expression. Now i ask anyone, what am i here for? Do i have a specific purpose to be here? I tried many things but never sticked to something. When i did it became nothing. Counting the days....10 days more. And for what i ask myself? Time passes quickly. One day to one month, and it was only like yesterday. Still fresh in my memory. Time passes fast. If you dont cherish what you have, there wont be anything left to have. Heres what you should remember, dont take things for granted. Everyone would be much happier that way. Something strange, This october there are many breakups...And call me a fool....but if there is another chance, yes...ill jump at it..

軌跡

怎麼隱藏
我的悲傷
失去妳的地方
妳的髮香
散的匆忙
我已經跟不上

閉上眼睛
還能看見
你離去的痕跡
在月光下一直找尋那想念的身影

如果說分手是苦痛的起點
那在終點之前
我願意再愛一遍
想要對妳說的
不敢說的愛
會不會有人可以明白

我會發著呆
然後忘記你
接著緊緊閉上眼
想著哪一天
會有人代替
讓我不再想念你

我會發著呆
然後微微笑
接著緊緊閉上眼
又想了一遍
妳溫柔的臉
在我忘記之前

心裡的眼淚
模糊了視線
你已快看不見

-Tried to give my all only to only be slammed in the end.Still i stand up again.Stubbornly.-